Saturday, September 27, 2008
i just finish readin a blog tat lead miie to tears....
though every single entry post in tat blog are emo.. but it just shows how un-secure a person is and can be...when i'm on my way home from work...once i felt moody and emo i'll start to stone till e moment i reach home...i just simply dun feel like tokin... feel like cryin my heart out.. but i noe by cryin it wont solve aniitiing...and imagine a big guy tearing in e train... every time i go out or go work i will always make myself look good and also show ppl e best of miie..now i felt tat its so tiring... being someone whom i'm not... since young i'm veri vain.. like to wear nice clothes,wear nice shoes and acc to make myself look good and it owaes take miie an hour to prepare... am so tiired over it... maybe i've no confidence in my self,how i look and stuff... am really verii tiired... both mentally and emotionally...
workin in Banana Republic a big deal?
alot ppl tink tat workin in Banana republic is so sei bin...they will owaes say cool wat workin in a luxurious brand... yes in Singapore BR is a luxurious brand but in the US is just like Giordano...and yes workin there was fun and stuff.. but i keep wondering y e turn over is so high... and its e onlii store in Singapore and its onlii 1 yr old plus yet many staff come and go... really alot... maybe is e management ba...haiis shan't tok more abt its management.. at times just felt tat workin there is quite demoralising...ever since workin there for 3 months i've found someone tat i can trust and share my probs in work wiith... though there's a saying there wont be any true fren at work... hich is true.. cos i was once backstabbed... haiis... shant tok abt it... tml am goin to FJ BENJAMIN's bazaar sales wiid SKY... so looking forward...hmm...
missing tings out~~~
recently contacted jesmine my pri skool fren agn... its been three years since we've sms or even tok to each other... after one stupid ting i did three years back.. so fast its been three years... last month they had a gathering and i've missed it... i simply regret can... haiis... i still rmb when i was in Pri skool jesmine and i machiam glued together... doin tings together and stuff.. sharing our up and downs... after tat incident happen.. i hardly have someone to tok to and share my un-happy moments with... during dis three year so many ting just happen...and i've learnt lots of tings during this three years... knowin how to face difficulties and not avoiding it...how to communicate wiith ppl and stuff...
hao le la... wanna orh orh le... nites.....
CHEERSkiimo/RenreN;
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