Tuesday, July 31, 2007
so siian lor... didnt slp agn... lols... aniwiae just nw evenin time wen to meet
noel to pass him e PLAY ticket.. oh ya frenx....pretty pls cfm wiid miie by e end
of dis week how manii tiicks u need and when u wanna collect it.. best is asap.. cox i am leavin town soon... thks...
suddenly i miss e days of my sweet 15 and sweet 16..
those fren around miie..bein happy no matter wat,where or when...
now???haixx...
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oh ya we were lik so jamm there at jurong point lo... dunnoe wat to eat... at first on e train noel
msg miie say we go eat mac...but when we met up he say he dun feel lik eatin
mac le...so we walk around and see wat to eat lor..
IN THE END...
we end up eatin mac lor.. is lik WTH!!
but ok la... still lik e fillet-o-fish(without sauce pls)....
after eatin we went walk walk.. lols.. saw lotsa noel's ex...haha...
aniiwae went to dis dunnoe wat shop.. e tings damn cheap but lik verii lao kok kok
den when we abt to Q up to pay.. wo Q damn long lor.. so forget it....
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oh ya... while e train go pass clementi....
lotsa memories just POP came out.....
and suddenly i teared....
i was cryin lik no tml..... a kind jio bu pass miie napkins to wipe off
and she said... dun be sad... everything will be fine... and i said.. thks...
realli hope everything will be fine.....
i owaes tot tat i've areaddi put him down and continue wiid wat i am doin...
BUt....
i just cant do it... he is just lik a seed who grew in my heart since e day
i noe him... e seed had areaddii start to grew its root deep into my heart....
though i've pluck out e flower but i just can seem to get e roots out of my heart...
it may sound drama but dis is wat i am tryin to do....but failed...
i wanna get him totally out of my heart but it seem so impossible for miie to do so....
haiix.. i tot time can do e job but nope... its just make miie numb...
guys... tell miie wat can i do to get dis root out....
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oh ya... saw a show... i forget wats e title but was verii touched by it...
realli there's one ting tat nth can win it...
tat is motherly love...
nth can ever replace a mother's love towards her children...
every time my mum toks to miie... i get irritated for no reason...
i replied her in a verii rude way.. whereby i regret doin so....whenever i see her siick..
my heart ache... once she told miie abt my past when i was a baby...
she realli had a hard time bringin miie up...she had went thru much more tings den wat a normal mother need to face... i was lik cryin when she told miie abt how
we(my two bro and miie) were when we were young....
mummy sorri for bein rude to u.... am realli sorri.... but i realli dunnoe how to reply u
beside tat way.... haiix.. i am realli a disappointment...
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tell u all something... u all maybe wont believe... dis is wat my whole family believe la
afetr my sec bro my mum actually had a baby girl... but she had a miscarraige..
so a few years... she had miie... and i was born....
my family tink tat...
e baby gal actually gave her life to miie...
if its becxo of her.. i wont be here le...and no wonder i am a aj la... lolx....verii diao riite......at first i also cant believe it lol... hao la... gtg liiao....
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"qi shi wo fei zhang ai ni bu xiang si qu ni"
"forever love~ forever love~ wo zhi xiang yong wo zhe yi bei zi qu ai ni"
"wo yi ran hai zai deng dai~deng dai ni hui min bai"
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forgettin u should be e best ting to do now...
thks u for those sweet memories u gave miie... u do cheer up and driink more water okiiie... i dun wish to see u siick and fast recovery!!!!
CHEERSkiimo/RenreN;
on;
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