Monday, June 25, 2007
sometimes.. i ask myself.. who am i to go thru all diis??? i am just a normal kid by e name kimo... is there a need for miie to go thru so much since young till now??? i admit though i can be verii notti at times.. ya i smoke, i drink , i take drugs(in the pass) but does dis mean i gotta have all dis punishment??realli dun get it.. i rmb when i was young i look verii cute and adorable and verii white.. all my relative see miie will hug miie and also buy miie tings tat i wan... slowly gettin older and stuff... manii tiings just change... gettin darker gettn fatter etc... lotsa frenx say at least u got e height wta... i was lik.. so wat.. tall so wat.. am still fat.. make miie feel lik a gorilla..lolx.. do all of u noe tat bein a aj also no easy?? ppl say "bein aj good lor.. lik much relax and easy to find stead..." is lik wrong lor.. totally wrong... in aj circle u must have e looks plus bods.. dis two tings are e most important ting.. when i was straight bein wat i am now alot gals will find miie cute and stuff.. to those aj?? er xin pls.. ya... aj circle is lik dis de... verii xian shi de... i tried to slim down and stuff.. ya i do slim down and stuff but when i start to slim i start to fall sick and stuff...
slowly... i've learnt something thru dis years in dis circle... and i told myself.. so wat i am fat and stuff.. but at least i have confidence and stuff.. and i am happy wiid it...to those who have e looks and bods... wats e point... are they happy and leadin a good life??? ya they may get wat they wan at times but do they realli feel happy??? i doubt so...
was goin thru friends' blog.. was readin andy's blog.. and dis song start to play... 'hou lai' wow dis song is verii old but damn meaninful... was one of my fav song... it goes.. hou lai~~wo zong xuan xue hui le.. ru he qu ai ke shi ni zao yi yuan qu xiao shi zai ren hai... hou lai.. zong yu zai yan lei zong min bai.. you xie ren yi dan cuo guo jiu bu zai... erm my han yu ping yin not good... lols.. something lik tat la....
actually i should felt contented liao lor... i've went thru modellin life... went thru workin life... how tough it is.. and gettiin to noe how evil ppl realli ar... now i tend to noe wat dis person is tinkin though he or she just move his or her eyebrown.. or by their body movement... actuualy i realli wanna thks my mum for teachin miie all dis.. when i was 14 i told my mum i wanna go mac work...she say ok.. go ahead... at least i'm learnin and stuff... ya i learn alot from mac.. goin thru all those NSRS and stuff...goin thru hospitality course and stuff... from a normal crew to a S.A.. service ambassador.. i tink is lik dis spell la.. lols.. from a S.A to a S.T.A.R..... dis post is a level just before becomin a manager...am so happi and stuff... but one ting... was tinkin am i lik gonna owaes be workin in mac.. so yup... from a S.T.A.R i become a mc`cafe beanie... after tat i quit.. start doin sales and stuff... so yup... actually i learn alot den those ppl arounf my age so yup should be contented ba... hao le.. shall stop here liao.. hand tiired liiao.... tata....
CHEERSkiimo/RenreN;
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