Saturday, May 26, 2007
haiix.... ya dis is realli wat i get for lovin u.... haiix... now e time is 3+ in e nite le... lols... am at cine wiid su su ... huggies... wow bryan today so good lor.. buy tings give us eat den still let mi play game for free... haha.. aniiwae... yup... yesterday way mummy's birthday(24052007)... mummy shen ri kuai le wor... haha...yup...ytd afternoon went to entend my passport and do new ic... wow... u noe one ting.. 13 is so call a day to mi... i stead wiid JNLK on e 13 jan... den... i lost my wallet on 13...alann kor de birthday on 130507...potato birthday is also at 13.. my passport is extend to 13012012 lor... omg... den 21 is my suey day... where by 21 is my birthday wor... birthday comin soon le...
aiiya maybe is just coincidental ba....aniiwae yup... potato once ask mi do i love him and who was my ex y did we broke up...weow... i jamm there lor.. i noe u are readin my blgo so yup... can tell u one ting i realli dunnoe... in my heart he is still inside.. yup... yesh i may sya i forget him liao but dunnoe y he just keep on poppin out lor... yup... am so sri but i have to tell u dis lor...am now listenin to a song sang by zhang shao han 'qi shi ai ni'... while hearin dis song i cried... realli dunnoe just love dis song... i asked god y must i go thru all dis... how can i forget him... let mi drink meng po tang?? lols.... lame i noe... but tat is e onli way i can tink of now...realli dunnoe wat other way lor...yup...to potato sorri to quarrel wiid u today.. dun mean it.. am just verii fedup widi tat ting u did which i wont mention agn... yup...
to:susu
love u lots lots... thks for bein there wiid miie wor... huggies.....
to:whoever does care for mi.... am sorri to let u all down agn... i've try to live my life to its fullest and enjoy every moment and stuff... but i just do it as how i did it before...it just ask too much from mi...i admit i am realli bein pull down by dis relationship... just becox of dis small ting i totally change into someone who i dun even noe who e hell am i... aunty reka told mi i have to learn to noe myself.. but.. is lik so hard pls... i realli dunnoe wat i wan in life lor...he was once my encouragement to persue my O's but when dis story ended i lost all hopes...i try to pull myself up to continue and tell myself i study not becox of him but for myself... but i just cant do it... am realli so useless...i noe u all will say kimo u can do it de... just take my time... but its gonna be 2months since i broke up wiid him and now i am in a new relationship i still cant forget him lor...i got e urge to noe wat he is goin thru now...is he doin fine and stuff... but its seems so impossible now.... he change his url or maybe he block my Ip....he's e first guy i cry so much for and put in so much love... but wat do i get in return??? nahx shant sya dis no more l8r he will say "go ahead tell everyone how bad he is and stuff... i dunn blmae for all dis tings he did.... cox i noe love dis ting cannot be force one... since we break we are not connected le... i am just bein foolish to keep holdin on whereby he areaddii put down everything and change his love for mi into a hate...
to:potato
sorri for sayiin all dis... but dis are wat i am tiinkin now... but i promise i will slowly change okiie... just give mi time...thks...
CHEERSkiimo/RenreN;
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