Monday, May 7, 2007
haiix.... i realli dunnoe wat i am tiinkin now....i realli dunnoe wat i am holdin on to... at times i told myself not to tiink abt him.. but when i start to go thru my phone all those msg tat he once send miie just pop out..i cann onlii say i am beiin stupid to do all dis... no one will ever noe wat i am feelin now...everyone just felt tat kimo is e same kimo... who owaes bring laughter to ebbriione... he is fiine.. nth will ever happen to him... but who realli noe wat i am tiinkiin...yesh there are ppl who lend miie their listenin ear but who realli care abt miie lehx???
yesh as he said god is realli not fair... y i owaes get all e shit where by other ppl owaes get wat ever shit they wan?? y am i owaes a failure in everythng?? in studies... in friendship even in my relationship... i rmb there were once... dis fren of mine ho i noe her for 7years le... yet just becox of my foolishness and my selfish i broke our friendship... till now i still regret doin so... as for my relationship.. e most recent... after tinkin for so long i finally came to my senses... yup i was gettin more and more unreasonable... i keep tiinkin for myself... nvr tiink wat he is actually goiin thru.. tat leads to wat i am facin... misery....
i rmb once i said dis... one may seem havin everything in his life but actualyl to e fact one have nth at all.... yup is so damn true... though it seems tat i have everything but when it come to e end of e day... we have nth at all... not even our own soul... there's another one... love can be e sweetest joy and it can also be e deepest pain yesh love can biie so sweet... but its also can be e deepest one ever had... for my case i owaes tot i have found tat speacial somemore to biie wiid but who noes it is not wat i expected... alot ppl tot i flirt but do they realli noe e reason behind it? i am owaes e one bein dump... haiix.. say so much also no use.. nites....
CHEERSkiimo/RenreN;
on;
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